my crazy mess part 3...

[christarn]

Cory~ I like it, you are a person now...not a facade... or a "creative" part of my imagination...you are real.

ok..."scared, fearful"...those are understatements

withdrawing...yes, I know I am....I want to work my R/M out...no doubt in my mind...I am resenting him...his vengefulness, vindictiveness, the mean things that were said...i am shutting down...I know and admit it...got to get out of "the slump"

there should be absolutely no suspicions he BLAMES me for "this"....he takes no, i mean, no responsibility for any of the issues within our R/M...he was "the perfect husband" I can give you his phone number, call him, he will tell you! (sarcasm noted in whole paragraph)

"I still want to be clear that this is going to stir up some "Drama". It has to."

Why do we want to stir up drama?....remember, nurse, kidneys, lungs, liver,heart...work together...need to know why....please!

send my thanks to your people....

Newman....my favorite all time seinfeld is elaine dancing...or whatever you want to call that thing she did!!!

ok cory...i really like the fact you have a name now! are you on myspace? faces with names are even better! myspace.com/christarn
my personal pics are blocked...i am in the middle my sis is the chick on the left, my friend britt is the blond!

hugs FG...thanks for helping a girl that is in over her head out!
hugs 2 you