So I got some feedback.. and am still waiting on some.
I am going with my gut on this.
I still want to be clear that this is going to stir up some "Drama". It has to.
I don't want to mislead you.. or give any false hope.
Your H is mad.. no doubt about it. He still does not like what you did to him. I suspect he is still blaming you.. I am as sure of that.. as I am that my name is Cory.
You are scared you are going to push him. You hold alot of fear in what you say and do. There is a sense of withdrawing here. I can make that more clear by saying I can see the "fear" in the tone of your posts. That tells me 2 things.
#1. He can see the fear and he is going to use it the best way he knows how.
#2. A part of me "see's" you may not be ready for this.
I need to know you are ready for this.. we may push a 8 1/2 on the scale we talked about. I just want to know if you are OK with that.
The "distance" that you two have.. does not seem to have changed things.
In my mind.. he has become more.. "vindictive".
So the opposite of distance is closeness. I don't want you in his face.. but I want you sitting in the truck.
If you need to be prepared.. we can help with that.
If you want to sit back and wait... we will support you.
If you think its time something happened... I can help you.
I want you to think.. and let us know.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
