Believe me guys I am trying. I have gone through periods of being so overwhelmed with all of this I am surprised my boss didn't fire me. I am doing so much better than back then. I am constantly thinking of this, there is very little time I think of anything else.

I am exhausted. I am tired of always looking over my shoulder waiting for the end to come. I am feeling like an animal that is being hunted, just waiting for death to come. I have to stop. I'm crying now.

kat

Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory