Hi..LL, I was coming here to say hi to ya..you have grown so much the past few months..you have found a new peace and I take it you go to church..it is wonderful to hear that you have forgiven your h and yourself...does not mean there are not rough patches..but I truly believe the forgiveness is one of the important beginings to healing.
Now if Tony could just see it..he really is in need of something, but not sure what that is..Tony..if you are here..I think your w is trying to reach out to you..if you treat her like you have been talking, well..what can I say..maybe she had a vey good reason for walking in the first place..you have learned what you did wrong the first time, then start now with the new you...be civil to her..e-mail her back thanking her for the jokes..ask how she's doing..boy oh boy what I would not give to have my h email me with a joke..oh we are doing pretty good..but he has not really made any of the first moves..TONY your wife is..it's your choice..until you get rid of the anger and attitude and try anad forgive your w, you are going to be spinning in circles.
Sorry, LL, I just had to vent to Tony.
We are having a 4th picnic too..h seems excited..I am going to ask him to help some too!!A new for me..but last time we had people over I did and he really helped.Sad to think that for 23 years I felt like I had to do it all..
