Peace I am sorry.
It is hard and surreal at times.

Hugs for you and be gentle to yourself for a long while.

Do your homework on the D stuff, if you haven't already, in time, when you can catch a breath.

Here may come the rest of the grief, yes, but also here may come a new and wonderful you.

HUGS lovey

Live Simply
Love Generously
Care Deeply
Speak Kindly
Leave the rest to God