Well H is seeing someone else. I think it has been an EA for a couple of months, but now he is sleeping with her, writing her letters, taking the day off to see her. I've decided it is better for me to know the basics of their contact, mainly as he is still living here (mostly). I would much rather know than live in the atmosphere of him not telling me the truth.
It's very weird. It feels like I am giving someone else my favourite toy. I am giving it, but I don't want to. Maybe it is better to get alot of the hurdles out of the way in one go?
Only snag is, in order for him to feel safe to tell me what is going on for him (ie girlfriend - she's not OW, is she?!) I wouldn't be able to tell other people. So I am back in the position of keeping secrets...
I knew it wouldn't be long. Actually, that's the wrong way to look at it, this isn't something that has just started up. This has always been him, and it's just that this time I am aware of it.
Bless him Lord.
Me:36 M:16 D final: 08/09 Ds:10&5 Ss:8&3 Bomb 3xPA 200 sexual encounters 15/06/08
