Quote: . Give yourself some peace knowing you are on a different path than before and you understand enough of what has happened to empower you to alter the course to prevent history from repeating itself.
I hope (ok so I know) that h is on the same course as well. in other words..I hope the lessons learned will not be forgotten.
well something worked...
ok I'll share..part of what kept me pissy last night was that I just wanted a hug...but I never bothered to ask for or initate one I simply expected h to just know.
after all the arguing last night...h eventually said...why didn't you just ask for a hug..I would have gladly given you a hug...if I just come home and give you a hug all the time it would start to not mean as much.
my response..."cause I'm stupid" (I was feeling foolish for not just going for the hug as soon as he showed up)
h replied "you are not stupid or any of the other things you said I think you are"
so any who back to the fact that things are still ok.
1. despite the fact that the kids and I had already called h and spoke to him a few times he just called again to say hello.
2. he plans to be home at 6 to start extending the sprinkler system down to the new area (where all the trees were taken down and the "pool" now is, that yucky mucky area that causes the floor to get so dirty wich btw I moped this morning (not that'll stay clean for long)) so there'll be grass there soon!!
2. really really looking forward to sun nights concert..(ok ok I'll let you know what concert...james taylor) and actually h is looking forward to it too "time alone to relax and enjoy" is how he put it.
3. I've already got a sunburn wich means I'll be tan pretty soon!!
4. was able to do some review for quiz tonight while dd took a short nap. (all medical terms tonight! ugh...all of human anatomy in one chapter)
5. I've got you guys to remind me I'm not nuts and also to let me know when I'm doing good.
