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I am going to the reunion and the PEPSI 400 at Daytona(S19 works for Coke) with my kids, but I will still be alone! D,S both bringing BF/GF and bald, ugly, lonely, old Dad! Will WAW show up???????She lives there now w/OG. This is going to be real rough!


it doesn't have to be..you can enjoy yourself and your family and just relax. I actually went to some of h's extended families functions without him during our seperation (mil insisted as did uncle) I did ok and that wasn't even "my" family.

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but don't look back, look forward, you are in a much better place than me and a million others on this BB!


now you're starting to sound like my h...I know I know look ahead...don't dwell in the past...

as rafiki says....what does it matter it's in the past.

from the lion king when he (rafikki the baboon) hit's simba on the head, simba asks, why'd you do that?

guess I really need to get back to letting go of the past...I have taken to litterally those who don't understand history are condemed to repeat it...

I suppose I am still looking for some elaborate explenation for all this...truth be told..I don't need one to move on...the what's and why's and all that really don't matter what matters is the here and now..the what is the what will be.

LL