Thank you Lola & Kerry. I am doing much better today. Getting that out of my system last night helped mucho. Still a little sad, but able to function onward & upward. \:\)

I am not sure if its bringinng us closer, but we are able to share more openly how we both feel, which is a good thing. H has been gone since Sun to a family thing with his mom and doesn't know what happened yet. He has spotty cell so has only called 1x, which is fine, I didn't want nor need to talk to him last night. When he comes home I'll be in a better mindframe to talk.

Kerry - not much has changed w/weather. It's been AWFUL this summer. The wind has been blowing non-stop it seems. I've spent everyweekend since the middle of June in Portland. That has helped my attitude quite a bit. Well, this past w/e was in Eugene. It is very beautiful here, I just missing having summer.
Hopefully by this time next yr we will be either living in Portland or on our way.

We'll be in your neck of the woods thur-sun for Nationals (softball). Do you know if there is a batting cage anywhere near Cornell road in Hillsboro?

Amy