you know what it is.....

this Mirror Thing i got going on with her. almost like I NEED her to verbally acknowledge she likes the changes....maybe that makes me shallow........but, and i know this, i haven't dropped the rope. It's hard for me to. So hard. So fing hard.

and i don't know why.

luckily, i can come on here...talk about these thigns...and Act As if...when i'm around her....

i just want her.

ugh.


ME:32 WAW:31
D #1: 3.5 D #2: 2
Together: 13 M:6
Bomb Dropped: 2/15/08
Sep legally: 6/18/08

"Tommorrow there'll be sunshine, and all this darkness past..."
-Bruce Springsteen Land of Hope and Dreams