Sounds like you just shifted into reverse. Your feelings are natural. Sure your H has a lot of work to do, but so do you. First, you need to quit concentraring on the OW. Obviously, H doesn't want to talk about it. And if he did, it might hurt you more, you don't want or need that!
I'll write again when I get to the shop. I know you get up early, so start of today and everyday positive! (PMA)
