Mike, I'm sorry things did not work out as you had hoped. I know you have accepted it but it still must really be hard to deal with a second time. You are here following alot of peoples sitch and that shows what a great person you truely are.
Thanks for that. I appreciate it. It actually may be a little easier as far as knowing what to expect. I've felt like a loser at times but also know that the losses I have had are due to bad decisions I made, the type person I was and my past history. I've took my responsibilities in the failure of both and also held myself accountable for the parenting I did with my son. I hope will be a better dad this time around.
Yes, I'm following lots of people. I won't lie and say it does not affect me. It does. The sheer volume of Newcomers gets me down at times. There are times when I read things that are so close to home that I have trouble even thinking about them. I'm sure that the people helping me when I first got here felt the same when they read my post. I intend to do the same as the ones before me and "pay it forward" when I can.
it's the way I'm wired....
I felt..I did all I could do for the sitch I'm in.
Last edited by M from Tennessee; 07/22/0803:34 PM.
