Thanks, it means alot coming from you guys. I look back on what I have done and I am ashamed of that person. I was not pleasent to be around. I am hopeful that I can make up for all the pain I have caused her. That is up to her right now.
She is still on the fence as I said above but the nice thing is I am ok with whatever decision she makes. I am enjoing the time we spend together and take it one day at a time.
My S for the longest time when he came into a room where my W and I were would always give her a hug and not me, now he comes to me first and she sometimes has to ask for it. I know he sees the changes and that is what really makes me feel good.
Mike, I'm sorry things did not work out as you had hoped. I know you have accepted it but it still must really be hard to deal with a second time. You are here following alot of peoples sitch and that shows what a great person you truely are.
Arthur, Your adivice has been very helpful I hope your W comes around sooner than later, but I will still give my opinion and hope something I tell you helps.
