Really upside down #2

[upside_downer]

I spoke in anger...at myself.

Sometimes, I get to that point where I gotta stop the BS, and that was last night.

How many times does she have to tell me that I do the same thing and that is why she feels like she does?

I'm confused what you mean about "when did this become about you, did you initiate the separation..." No, I'm not, but I'm too stupid to understand the point of asking those things of me? Is it because going dark and not speaking/initiating is the wrong thing to do?

I think I should still initiate, but do so and let it be stress free, and simple, like my intention last night.