I can really symathise with your feelings of hurt and loss. I cant reconcile the two people in my life that my w has become.
So angry and resentful way out of proportion with what I have done in the past. But still the woman I love and have loved for 25 years.
I am trying to detach but there are so many strings attaching us that it is really hard. Scissors getting blunt as I cut through each one.
I am clinging on to her desperately trying to get through to her but maybe like you need to see the process of separation and loss as a natural one and let her go. Hurts like hell.
Keep positive
My thoughts are with you.
Kenny
Me:40 WAW, MLC?:39 Kids:S11,S9 T:25, M:14 ILYB:Apr 08 W moved out Aug 08 W:Does not Want to Try