H is having affair after all - part 3

[Evie]

hi not beind around for a while. Things went very quiet here and i was riding high on energy and feeling good, focusing on me and the kids, getting out a lot, the sun was shinning - always makes you feel better.

Now the school holidays are here and H has more time on his hands and he's starting to get the ball moving with regards to getting the house decorated to be put on the market, he even asked me to help!! Cheeky bas*ard.

On sunday he took the boys out for a bbcue and when they came back they told me it was at a friends farm, ow, her kids and her parents were there!!!

I knew deep down that he was still seeing her, but the last thing he said to me about it all was that it was over before it all began and he had no intention of going back to her...

Why can he not just be honest!! Why the continual lies and no regard to my feelings? He knew the boys would say something.

I knew i would have to deal with this sometime, but i would have appreciated some honesty. He has no respect. It feels as if he is totally disregarding our past and wants to move on asap.

It was hurtful and im still down about it although not so angry.

X Eve