Thanks Upside - I know it will get easier, which makes me even more sad. It's not supposed to be like this. I want my happier ever after........................
I know that I'll be able to do some things for me after I adjust, but for now I'm just going to have to fall apart. I am not in control.
Me 45 M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08 D 18, D 14, S 12
