Take Away This Ball & Chain

[Sugar and Spice]

I saw a friend of mine tonight from football who I have told some of whats going on and when she asked me how I am, I told her that I'm ok. That I have my legal protection in place and that as much as I want H to get better and find himself again, that I have done what I can do. I will be cordial and we will find a way to co-parent our children the best way we can, but my days of trying to fix this or change it are over. The best part was, I actually meant it. For the first time, I can say it and truly believe it.

I have done everything I could do, the rest is up to him. Its going to be sad to watch H hit rock bottom, but I have no control over it and the only thing I can do for him now is pray.

Thanks guys, I couldn't have gotten here without you.