Really upside down #2

[upside_downer]

I gotta drop this rope. Called W. Started off with every intention to just keep it simple and stress free. Failed miserably.

I'm wasting my time trying to explain anything as if she will see it any other way. I've been stupid to repeat the same old same old.

I'm going dark. She said "you can't even call to just say hi" I said "I try to do that over email during the day and get 1 word responses...blah blah blah she tries to act like she doesn't talk to anyone like that except people she doesn't see often. yeah well, she sees cousin all the time and yet still has time to write paragraphs while she is sending me 1 word.

Whatever. Rope is dropped. I can't obsess over this anymore.

Let her get numbers and be hit on. Nothing I can do.

Let her initiate calls. I only screw them up.