Thanks to all of you - at least I feel somewhat better knowing what I'm going through is "normal". \:\)

I had a really good talk w/H and told him about my anxiety. He said he understood, but he is happy again (his whole A was because of a MLC AND the fact she was a model - flattery will get you everywhere apparently... \:\( Men. Egos. Bah.) and I have NOTHING to worry about. He says he can't believe how stupid he was and the whole thing seems surreal at this point - he went after what he THOUGHT he wanted and it was a bigger disaster than he ever could have imagined. He says he's SO thankful that I didn't walk away.

So the next time the doubts start creeping in, I'm going to remember this conversation with him and/or talk with him some more. I hate to keep bringing it up, but it's understandable and I deserve to be reassured at this point in the game...

So I'm taking (another) deep breath and moving along. \:\) Time will heal, it always does. I wish Michele would write another book about THIS phase - it's as hard as DB'ing!