I dunno. I don't like staying in my apartment alone, but being with other people I hang with or visit -- bless their hearts and my profoundest thanks to all -- doesn't work all that well as a substitute.
Today, feel numb. Just got back from the doctor. She recommended magnesium for the charlie horses I've been having every night for the past week. Forcing myself to eat doesn't work well. I really don't understand what's happening to me. I was never like this when I was on my own. But then, there's not much of that I remember.
As for music, tried to listen to the radio in the car coming home from work. I used to like the radio, but I turned it off when Rose's parakeet died and it just came back on today for the first time. Really didn't appeal to me. So, I know I'd never be able to get back behind an instrument again. Sorta glad I got 'em outta the house. The big black things were just sitting there, accusingly.
