KJ - I have just recently started reading your thread and admit I don't now your whole back story but you sound like you are floundering and I wanted to lend my support.
(((((Kelly Jo)))))
In order to grow love in your R, you have to love yourself first. To love yourself you have to find your self-worth.
KJ, it seems to me, and I could be totally wrong, that you have forgotten to look at the wonderful things about you and build on them. If your own son is telling you that your H is walking on you then you are being a bit of a doormat darling.
May I ask, what does your H do for a living? Someone made mention of him telling you what to do regardless of what he did for a living and it made me curious.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!