Hmmm. Well I tried to be more loving with LL...to no avail...but I guess patience is required.

Also, I thought it was positive that he spoke to me for an entire hour! So I was thankful for that...and he was not ugly so that was a positive. Who knows what it all means...

I have decided to try to keep my mouth shut when he tries to bait me...which I believe he does...

Also, I need to focus on ME a lot more as well...I keep having dreams of LL and how he has moved on with different girls always and they are so stupid...guess that is just my sub-conscious coming out...I am focusing too much of my energy on HIM and what HE is doing or not doing or saying or not saying...

Think it is time to go back home and be in my own bed. Going home today...YAY!!!

Aug '06: H moved out
July '08: H had a kid with the OW
May 12 '09: emancipation day

"Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller