wow JWS- sounds like you have gotten some clarity..i know what you mean about crying for happinesss (or at least not sadness)..its a very hard time fo ryou but you are creating the life you want and recreating the person you want to be.

patience- a whole new meaning is right...only you will know the answser...

baby steps are very important and not to be overlooked...you really are doing great!

can i ask how you make your links show up with a name like you did above?

thanks

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