(((((LOST)))))
I am so glad that you had this great encounter with him. It sounds like you are being exactly what he needs right now and he is seeing that. It is allowing him to be more comfortable around you. That’s so great. I think that your reasoning behind legal sep are great ones and hopefully he will honor that. Again I like that you are letting him do all the work, stick to that.

I was very excited to hear that you got a good night sleep that is so important for you. I wish you many more of these. That will take one of the variables off the table when it comes to your moods and attitudes. BTW I was counting and three hugs is pretty special.

Really your only goal at this point is not to fix your R or M but to continue to make those cracks in his wall form and spread into huge gapping holes that cause a major collapse. It really sounds like you took some good steps that you should be proud of. I am very proud of the way that you have handles your self this last week. You have fallen back on an amazing amount of strength you did not even know you had three months ago. It would be easy but keep working hard, I am very hopeful for you and you are always in my prayers.


Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
Holding
250 miles
Awaiting
Support
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