I will be honest with you, I am getting tired of it ALL....
suck it up, you got a long way to go. You're not gonna quit to many positives even if you only want to pick out the negatives.
By the way, she comes back over there to use her womanly features against you like she did on the 4th...either deny her or tell her you're sick, or put yourself in a detached place in your mind and just make it about the "deed"...the "deed" got you all negative brother.
besides you told in your last convo that being a "broke ass" cornhusker was nothing..you wanted the family and R/M/her/love back and you would be willing to risk financial ruin to get that..
so suck it up and go get it...
PS, if you hadn't noticed these 2x4's your getting are pretty much your own words I'm using against you. She's hearing them the same way I'm reading them I bet..
and another thing...This "doing work" that everyone talks about, I beleive it's supposed to be tiring. if it was easy then we would all be doing the "deed" right now.
