Bring on the Rain - Part 4

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Sara- Maybe I talked about my reactions incorrectly. I do know why I lose my temper with him. My mom has always told me that I'm the one in the family that keeps it all bottled up and then it pops. I guess this weekend was my reaction to keeping it bottled up from the last time I really voiced myself. I just ask myself....you're not surprised by this are you? Answer....No. Trust me, I know why I get angry. Although not surprised by it, I still get angry that he brushes off his family so easily for people that he's known for a very small amount of time. Like on Sat. when D4 got so upset. She just kept saying over and over.....just call daddy and see when he'll be here. I let her call and I heard her say.....Oh man, it's his voicemail again. And where did he say he was? With one of his 20-something friends. Someone who will mean nothing to him within a year or two.

Karen- I'm looking forward to that peace. I know it may be hard to understand but I just still have a hard time because I don't know where H is going.

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