I sent him a text to call me on his lunch. I'd left a note in his car and I am just going to ask if he has any feedback. My heart is so sore right now.
I know it isn't helping me to look. But, if he is saying one thing to my face and another thing to his friends, I don't think he's lying to his friends. I guess I just have to decide what to do now.
I want to believe that changes in me can allow changes in our relationship. I really want to believe that.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.