Funny thing happened Saturday night. I sould not sleep at all and was watching TV in bed. Well after about Two Hours I finally turned it off and still could not sleep. I finally got up at a bout 1:00 am and went out on the couch and read and watched tv for about another Hour. At 2 H came out wondering what I was doing as he rolled over to hold me and I was not there. H than told me that I could come back to bed and wath TV as it would not bother him ansd stood there until I got up and went into the bedroom.
Won't go into details about what happened then but.....
Yesterday ok but quiet.
Im'e starting to wonder about cycling. He has a few good days then gets quiet and seems somewhat withdrawn.
Wonder if he is heading toward the end of his MLC?
HE is somewhat depressed again, not bad but you can tell it s there. He doesn't feel like doing the stuff he did last year as far as hunting,(bow shooting) ect... and those are things he loved to do.
I know that I can't read anything into this but I am wondering since I see so many changes.
Any takes on this?
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
