It is hard telling what she will be like. I think I will wait until she brings up the R. She has wanted to talk for a while, but has not initiated it again.
Went by the house today while at work and saw OM truck in the driveway. I had the urge to do something stupid, but resisted them. I was either going to walk in say hello and get something and walk out or text her hello and tell OM hello for me or even worse. It took a bit but I put it out of my head. I can't do anything about it anyway and why let my imagination get the better of me.
Later this afternoon she called. I ignored it the first time. Twenty minutes later she called again asking if I could pick up D11 from my parents and take her home. I asked if she was feeling ok? She said she was tired from the softball tournemant.
I asked how it went and she did not have a good experience. She is not the most athletic and some other women on the team were giving her a hard time, being b@tches, ect. Just validated her and then told her I was losing service and would talk to her later.
She seemed happy to talk with me today. I guess since I have not talked to her for a couple days, but who really knows. I gave up trying to figure out what is going on in her head. Messes up my head to much, I have my own problems to fix.
I think I will just drop of D11 and tell W I am tired and see her tomorrow. I am tired and the day caught up with me. I don't mind picking up D11, at least I can see her for a little bit today.
Right now I don't have the energy or mental whereabouts to talk with W about much. If she tries I will tell her tomorrow will work better. I hate to walk into a conversation without being fully prepared and on my game.
Last edited by yenko69; 07/20/0810:37 PM.
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