I'm trying really hard not to get down. I am GAL, keeping my mind off the S (which I am having trouble with), etc. According to our MC, we are supposed to be in contact once a week for dinner or something. We are also supposed to be going to MC. He moved out 8 days ago and I have spoken to him once for less than 5 minutes. We have left brief phone messages for each other only regarding his buying a new cell phone. His were in response to mine.

Is he that happy without me that I can't even get a phone call? I'm starting to break down. I can't break down now. Work is too crazy and I need to focus. I want so much to hear from him. I guess he doesn't feel the same about me. Is there hope?


Me - Faithful wife
H - WAH
Bomb: Fall/2009 - PA/EA with OW for 1 year
Both in our early 40's
M - 16 years w/ no kids
T - 21 years
Separated since July of 2008 - H living with his mother