Really upside down #2

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Couple more things I found interesting:

1. W came to get boxes, dressed in "crappy" clothes and wanted to go to a nice place for dinner. She dolled up in the bathroom she used to get ready in. Later, she made the comment that while she was getting ready, she felt weird because she went to look for something that used to always be there, and it wasn't cuz she has moved out.

2. We were hanging out after dinner and she was quiet, so I was following suit. I asked her what she was thinking and she said she was thinking about the house. Cleaning, getting groceries, putting them away, the smell of the house is different now(?), and looks different.

3. She seems to ask me frequently when we get on this kind of talk about how I am doing. In other words, if I like being by myself, if I'm happy, etc. I always ask her as well and when I ask if she is happy she says "sometimes, it's up and down. Sometimes I'm really busy and things are ok, and other times I'm kind of numb"

Dangerous? I've been thinking more and more lately that if I were to "strike" with a "I don't think this is working, we should go our separate ways" or perhaps dating or something like that will make her nervous? Hell, look at what it's doing to me, and I'm not even sure she is. A little reverse psychology?