Stella, W2G thanks for your support. The problem is that I'm really conflicted about whether I want to see H at all at this point. He's been doing nothing but lying to me - I don't think I can act as if when I'm with him knowing that he's being dishonest.
Something interesting happened last night. H called again and told me that his jealous side was coming out when I had mentioned in the previous conversation that I had been out with a friend (I was non-chalantly vague and didn't tell him who). He said he couldn't blame me if I chose to spend time with someone else after what he's done to me, that he realizes that I have needs and that I must be lonely. I just changed the subject because I knew if I said anything else, I would let it all spill out in a confrontational way. BTW, the friend was female. He's jealous!!!
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