Oldtimers: Return or not..what finally happened?

[NNP1965]

I need to tell some one this and I don't have C until Thursday....

I have a confession to make: I loved a boy in college and he loved me. But I was not able to tell him what my life at home was like. I let him believe that I chose not to see him rather than tell him my dad was an abusive alcoholic who at times held my mom and sister and I prisoner. I know that he married at some point and has at least two children. Luckily I have no idea where he is, because I have been letting my imagination run wild this weekend with thoughts of contacting him. Which I know would be disastrous and wrong! My family is gone this week and yesterday was chick flick day for me. I watched a movie called Evening and bawled my eyes out. It didn't take long to realize that I was crying because all the feelings I had long ago buried about that relationship were surfacing.

So anyway I am counting on you all to keep me honest here. I am a VERY good detective, but the good Lord has been protecting me by not allowing me to find any info on this guy and I am very thankful for that! Thank you I needed to get that out.