Mat,

It seemed good when we were gone but now that H is back to work he has been quiet.

I feel he is cycling somewhat. Seems good for a few days quiet and withdrawn on others. He also doesn't feel into stuff right now like bow shooting.

Could this be nearing the end where he is going through all of the final stuff? I wonder.

Nik

My kids think that I am getting to emotional, crying very easily when something happens. They think I need to take something. I talked to H about maybe not handling things as well as I thought and he said he thought I had been doing pretty well keeping myself in check. who knows.

JAK


You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez