I lost my family home (my grandpa's house from when I was young) to foreclosure.
I incurred ridiculous debts.
I went from a six figure income to about half of that so I could be with my kids more while still having the same bills.
I got the certified letter from a creditor that scared the crap out of me.
I filed for bankruptcy a month ago because it was all too much.
My point..... don't think we won't understand or know where your at buddy. Hell, most of us on here deal with teh financial destruction of our lives along with the personal loss. It is normal and hard as hell to deal with alone. Use your people buddy......