H and S19 came home from their 2 week vacation last night.
I didn't come home until 11 last night. S said the came home around 9.
I wonder what H thought when the garage door was opened and my car was gone. A total 180 for me to be gone out this late.
When I came home it was really good to see S. I missed him and and he missed me too.
S21 came home today and lots of hugs again The best part of them leaving is when they come back.
This has been the longest that I have not been in contact with H. 2 weeks yesterday.
I'm really thinking about what he must be going through.
I have also been thinking about what Amy said
Quote:
When you're tired enough, you will make a move to change things.
Don't rush yourself. This place you're at - where you're sick and tired of being sick and tired - doesn't last forever.
If you force your way through it instead of letting yourself get to the other side by way of the natural process of things, you will not arrive whole.
There is a method to the madness of detaching.
But it absolutely can not be forced or rushed.
You'll understand when you get there, Frank.
All in due time.
And you will be better for having let the process unfold on it's own as opposed to forcing the emotional break, which really can't be done anyway...and will only leave you more shattered for having tried.
AmyC
Thanks Amy,
Powerful stuff. I'm kind lost right now..
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
The best part of them leaving is when they come back.
