Twerpled on the Head with a Magic Kumquat

[girlfromipanema]

You & I seriously need to talk. I think you're being way too sweet & nice & considerate...still buying him oreo's after he's having an EA/PA ?

The lunch & hike thing was just plain rude on his part. He's being a jerk, & he's being a jerk to you, & that just pisses me off, because you're too beautiful inside & out, & caring, & kind, & compassionate for anybody to be a jerk too.

I guess I was trying to DB. It's not like he's outwardly rude... but I know what you're saying. I wish I could let go of this fear that keeps me stuck.

Fear of being alone.
Fear of never finding love again.
Fear of watching him move on with his life...
Fear of 'what if' - what if I supported him enough, gave him enough time, etc. What if we could have the marriage I loved again? It was really, really nice for awhile.

Thanks for your sweet reminder to take care of ME.