You've got a lot of advice to digest sweetie. I hope maybe a new perspective may help spark some creative solutions that can gently nudge you toward helping you and your kids get the happiness you deserve.
I'm thinking about you and will be here when I can. I wasn't being quiet for the reasons you think. Yes. I hate your husband right now, but that's not it. I don't want to hijack your thread with my problems but I've been faced with some personal challenges (ok, it's kid's health related) that have just kicked my butt this past few weeks. I can't believe that those who try the hardest to do the right thing can just get their dreams pulled out from under them.
Meanwhile, I hope you kayak your little arms off and laugh and meet people. I hope you keep seeing the beauty in the butterflies that fly in your gardens... Live, honey, live your hardest. You'll be okay.
