On more positive thing, I actually slept a solid 8 hours last night, and then slept in 2 more hours. I guess I am relieved to be getting out of limbo, too. I hadn't slept for more than 5 hours at a time since my H left, and those were the rare good nights.
Over 3 months of sleep deprivation can make a girl a teensy wee bit on edge.
By the way, I have solid grounds to make our arrangement a legal S, not a D, cause I am covered under H's medical insurance. He won't take that away from me.
It is in the shelter of each other that people live.--Irish proverb