JWS- the movie and time you spent with your W went very well- i hope you can see that- you did GREAT at DB'ing...no R talk, left early, etc...thats why michelle said this will be like asking you not to breathe- it is a howe new set of behviors to learn...
the pain you feel is normal and a part of detaching..if you didnt feel it, you wouldn't be human. i am sorry you are hurting so much right now-
PLease try to think the best- maybe she is in shape bc working out helps her clear her mind...remember to not think the worst- think the opposite.
you are doing well - what will you do for yourself in the next few days? sounds like you have plan s so that is great.
((((JWS)))))
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