OMG!!! H hit on me this morning, wanted to ML. What a trip! I walked away, mentioned that I had to run errands (which I'm about to go do) After 2.5 mo. straight of I want this D and being rude, impatient, etc. Ok I gotta realize H is half delirious right now- he took a vicadin last night in addition to his usual pot smoking. In any case, even if he does still have feelings, I can't give in to this! This is a horrible, horrible R for me, right!! H only gets small checks 4-5 times a year, I pay for everything. He uses me, ignores me, insults me, doesn't want to do things with me. H thinks my artwork is bad and I have no creative talent (I'm a designer/artist). Yes, he literally insulted me this way. H likes to work in his studio by himself all the time and not do things, even go to the grocery w. me! This has been going on for 4 yrs straight almost. Plus he's a drug addict w. depression and can't think straight. H has a temper problem and often gets so angry at everyone and just needs to be left alone. I'm not a thoughtless WAS, right?! My movers are coming in 4 days, I've quit my jobs, my stuff is 3/4 packed up. I mean I can't go back on this, it would be a bad choice! I think I just need to take a breather here. I'm about to go out, leave the house to do stuff for a little while.
Last edited by New Path RJ; 07/19/0805:27 PM.
Me 40 H 39 2nd M- 6 months No kids Previous D, 1st M DBer from 2003
