Stella - I know H is very much in Replay and Depression and I guess I can't hurry this along. He's on such a destructive path - he keeps seeking out 20 something year olds, mainly female ones but also hanging out with males in that age group. I don't think he's even being picky anymore and willing to take anyone just for the s*x right now. I'm so DISGUSTED by all of this. I really don't know if I can ever heal or trust him again. How can he keep saying all those beautiful things to me and then turn around and behave in this way?
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
