Sometimes you just have some of those days...not being excited for your H or whatever. Then somedays you might be the opposite. But I do agree that your fear is going to cause problems in the long term. You need to start being YOU, and letting go of that fear.
It takes time. It's not easy. I know.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
