I am so happy right now and thats kind of what scares me. To be honest... I am used to something else not this.. I think thats why I come off as if I am high on life sometimes... The thought of WE GET ALONG is just so foreign to me .... sometimes, ....it took alot of work for me/us to get here.... so it feels like CHRISTMAS everyday at times and it is awesome and yet overwhelming at times... Make sense?
and yeah I guess it wasnt fair of me to ask you cause you dont know much about me or my sitch but you gave it your best so thanks!
Ian read along for a long time from what he posted on another thread...
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I don't think it will be asking a lot for him to understand that a guy who has cheated as flagrantly as he did gives up the benefit of the doubt
Ya think?
THis is how I feel/felt... it has taken me forever to get HERE>>> and then when my friend filled me in on the latest gossip,,, it immediately took me back there>>>>>
Am I really that up and down BEAR? Wow I thought I was mostly up... yeah that I am working on too... he used to dictate my every mood. it has been 2 solid months of me "trying" not to take things personally and it is hard cause it doesnt come natural for me. I am a little too sensitive for my own good.
I was at the Vets once and a lady started to get teared up cause they had to put her DOg down... and she was in her 60s and guess what I started to get upset and tear up.
I am a highly emotional being... working on it... Thanks again sweeite... So glad to hear BTW that you and your WIFE are working on things! Good job! you are doing so well..What a blessing!
