Well I think that I will have to let the inevitable happen. As much as it pains me I love her enough to let go. Hopefully in time she will be able to look past all the resentment and anger just so we can be friends. This is the worst decision I have ever had to make but I feel it is the right one! I hope she can find her happiness on this crazy journey she is on!
I am going to show her what she is really going to miss. I am making plans to do everything we had ever talked about, first of those is skydiving! Hopefully can gather the courage to jump out of a perfectly good airplane at 2 miles up! Also am in the beginning stages of making plans on going to Germany. I have a friend that lives in Munich and have just got ahold of him through e-mail, plus I work with a guy from Munich as well, he said he would love to travel with!
Making plans to take the kids to Sea World which we have talked about forever and only live 6 hours away, so that should make for a nice weekend get away!
Other than all od that I guess I just wait for the loser to serve me my papers, which is supposed to happen sometime next week or the following week. I figure perfect timing, I can give the W the b-day present she wants so bad. Will wrap them up in a pretty box and nice bow all for her to unwrap...the gift that keeps on giving
