Well I've really lost my Dbing and I'm going to have to refocus. I was going so well until W slowly started interacting and then I took major steps back. Wow. Not all my fault because I wasn't trying to snoop or even really pay attention until Abby blurts out the "ricky" name.

So met W at the dentist for Abby's first appt. Went okay and dentist was really good. Abby liked it after the first few tears. Then I told W to meet me at the house afterwork to do her car registration. Later she asks if I could just come by because she's in a hurry to ready to go out tonight. I say, when do you have to get ready at 4pm? I said, "Let me guess...dinner and movie?"

Short story is, that I did stop by her house, pay her reg. and then pick up Abby. Where she lives, there are a lot of hispanics and I made another stupid comment (since Ricky is really Ricardo) that he shouldn't feel out of place. Then she got defensive of course. Look at her!!! sticking up for her man!!!

I know its pretty much all my fault and now I pretty much need to start over. I'm really wondering if its all worth it. I'm just very exhausted and sadly my feelings for her are slowly going away. Only time will tell!


M 35 W 28 D 4

Bomb 4/28/08
Found out about PA 05/14/08
Separated 5/25/08 (not legally)

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