Brian, you have to remember that God will not do anything on your timeline. In fact, I believe that when we question him, he makes us wait longer just to prove a point, you know..messing with you.
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Hey DAM, you are beginning to backslide on your self what gives??? ML really screwed with you didn't it, yeah it did I saw her eyes they didn't lie, yet the opposite is happening it wasn't suppose to go that direction...
ML with a WAS is a huge catch 22. You want to so bad, but you do not think of the ramifications of the act itself. I would bet you weren't thinking that night about how you were going to feel a week later where you? I bet you weren't thinking, maybe this doesn't mean anything were you? I also bet you weren't thinking that this was going to mess with you emotionally were you? Don't fret my friend, us men were not intended to think properly at that point in time. It's difficult to do what with the lack of blood flowing through the right brain at the time.
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Brian you have to let go, get back to where you were before the 4th put your mind at ease you can't change it you know that are you going to allow 1 night to mess up what has taken months to achieve is 1 night worth all of that...
And you are reaching the stage where you are answering your own questions. That is a good thing. This statement is 100% accurate. Things are no different today then they were the day before this happened.
Find that place again, you need it. You have my number, if you need to call....call......