The rest of the day was kind up and down. I think I am just more tired than anything right now.
Had to send a text to W that I would could watch D11 this coming Mon, Tue. I included other dates when I would be with the guard unit. W called later because she did not understand what I was saying. Explained that I was available Mon, Tues to watch D11. Talked a little bit and called it good.
W called later in the day because D11 was did not want to spend the weekend at my parent's house, she wanted to stay with me. I am working and W is going to a softball tournament. Though D11 will be here tomorrow night for a few hours. Talked to D11 a little and got her heading in the right direction. Talked to W again for a little bit about some other stuff and told her to call if D11 was still not cooperating. Said ok and left it at that.
During these calls I could tell from her voice that she was going from friendly to somewhat cold. Figure now to back off and not talk to her this weekend. Should not be to hard, I usually only call her if it is something important. Just see her Mon morning when I pick up D11.
IMP you said earlier to watch for anger. That I can recognize, accept and let go. Today my mind went down the path of maybe we are not right for each. Make better friends, don't like some of the things about her, ect. Just kind of crept in and went on for awhile.
Was not really expecting that.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
