UGH!!! stbxh's uncle (who knows all about the A) just called and thought he was talking to the ow!!!! He finally figured out it was me he was talking to and quickly got off the phone. Nice........ What's really nice is how buddy buddy he sounded when he thought I was her... I hate the feeling of being replaced.. I just hate it \:\( It's amazing how quickly they have accepted another adulterer into their family.

Other than that today was excellent. I sent a scathing e-mail to stbx. I've had a lot of anger brewing.. Well.. it kind of came out today.. Hmm.. can't wait to hear about that.. My favorite line in my e-mail is as follows: "You have both destroyed people and families in your pursuit of a perfect relationship. In the end, I hope it will be worth it."

D should be final within the month. I guess it's simply time for this to all be over. Maybe then I can move out of angry mode and into real life again. I'm just not an angry person and this emotion just doesn't feel right, ya' know?